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Monday, July 31, 2006
Fact or Fiction

1. What is the best nickname you ever had?
nette.

2. Which way of suicide would you choose?
none. i only want to die in my sleep. PEACEFULLY!

3. Rate your social life from 1 to 10.
i am a loner.5!

4. Are you in love with someone at the moment?
yes.

5. Are you missing someone at the moment?
not really.

6. Will you die for the one you love?
HAHAHA! i will see how when the time comes.

7. Do you think love hurts?
yes. it is always bittersweet.

8. What is the best thing about love?
feeling like nothing else matters except what you hold for.

9. What is the worst thing about love?
trust.

10. Will you wait for someone you love?
yes.

11. What song best describes your love life at the moment?
Corrinne May's everything in its time.

12. Do you wanna get married?
of course.

13. Have you talked to the person you love for the past 24 hours?
the person you love could be your family. SO YUP, I JUST TALKED TO THEM DURING DINNER! (:

14. Do you keep memories?
yes.

15. Is love always on your side or the opposite?
it depends. nothing goes your way all the time.


16. Are you sick of love?
nope.

17. Are you sick of the the question of love?
not really.

18. What are you going to do tomorrow?
stay at home and bid for my modules! watch tons of vcds and probably do a new layout for my blog.

19. What do you want so badly now?
$ to pay for my car!

20. What's the song that you last downloaded?
i dont download songs. people send me songs! but the last song i heard was 'oceans will part' from the latest hillsongs cd.

21. How much do you love music?
A LOT.

22. Do you play an instrument?
yes.

23. What movie did you last watch?
pirates of the carribean.

24. Do you believe in love forever?
quite frankly, not really! but i guess i like the idea of picturing that true love does not alter.

25. What's in your mind now?
my modules. the next minimum bid for malay studies is 701! i am super dead. HAHA.

26. What song is in your mind now?
hossana by paul baloche.

27. Five people to do this:
farisa, samsam, yingmei, wang guan, huiwen.
Praise is rising, eyes are turning to You, we turn to You
Hope is stirring, hearts are yearning for You, we long for You 'Cause when we see You, we find strength to face the day In Your Pres- ence all our fears are washed away, washed away

Ho- san- na, ho- sanna
You are the God Who saves us, worthy of all our praises
Ho- san- na, ho- sanna
Come have Your way among us
We welcome You here, Lord Jesus

Hear the sound of hearts returning to You, we turn to You
In Your Kingdom broken lives are made new, You make us new 'Cause when we see You, we find strength to face the day In Your Pres- ence all our fears are washed away, washed away

the tears will be wiped away.
He is the God that saves me.
His touch. His face.
i thank You that i have You in my journey.
everything in its time.

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to the impossible year ahead, it has been made possible with You.
i will embrace it.

"everything is possible for you. Take this cup from me. Yet not what i will, but what you will." - Mark 14:36
Sunday, July 30, 2006
Better is one day in His courts than a thousand elsewhere.

i am back to square one. but i am hopeful and i am thankful. because everything would work out in its time.

the cost of being a disciple.
Luke 14:25-27.

let me hear. fix me.
Saturday, July 29, 2006
the last two times were bittersweet. it is amazing how God can pick you up and use you again. i want to live it by faith and even if i dont get what i was promised, i will welcomed them with open arms.

thank You for an answer.

" Therefore GOd is not ashamed to be called their God, for he has prepared a city for them" Heb 11:16

for what we want is to work with God and allow God to use us as empty vessels.

thy kingdom come. let your will be done.
Friday, July 28, 2006
i am finally back! gosh, i have so much to write so i will try to make it quick. i will do the stabbing list tml after getting some rest. ( i have been stabbed 4 times! ouch! )

wed : we went to the indoor theme square. my dad is such a daredevil. we went in there to take the 3 scariest rides. the rollercoaster was super fun, then we took this ride which brings you up 7 stories and starts spinning you around. The last one was space attack where they spin you 360 degrees in clockwise and anticlockwise motion. that was actually the worst! i came out feeling like i was going to puke! but after eating sour plums, i was okay already.

thurs : we went to get our haircut at this village place. it reminded me of prachuab actually. ( gosh, i miss that place!) then we took the train down to mid valley megamall for shopping.

today : we missed our coach back to spore and ended up taking another bus which took 7 hours to get back home! gosh, i hate the bus journeys. hahaha. but at least i think i have seen KL in a different light. it is different when you experience local life there by taking their buses, trains, railway trains and taxis. it was a good trip reflecting and feeling ready for a new term in school.

oh ya, star movies became my best friend there! i watched close to ten movies in the course of the whole trip. yipee. (:

dead tired. off to sleep soon.

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if you all want your links to be coloured, just leave a tag. it is funny how coloured links are IN now. i have to thank KATHLEEN and SAMANTHA for it. (:
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
okay i am going to do a really quick update because i only have a limited one hour internet access here!

KL has been great! dad brought me around the city and the traffic jam here is really bad! we took a 6 hours ride up here from Singapore and it was really tiring. well, at least i managed to get some shopping done at KLCC and i ate really good local food for dinner.

we will be going to the indoor theme park later so i cant wait to scream my lungs out later! hopefully, we will have more time to shop. i am waiting for my room to be packed before i go back and sleep! i am super tired because i am not used to waking up at 8 am. HAHA. (:

oh yah, SOTD! :D thank you all.

take care everyone. i miss you all.
Monday, July 24, 2006
NEW SKIN : CLICK

i went with my dad to get the car fixed today! hahaha. the bill came up to 200 plus odd! OMG OMG OMG OMG! but it could have been worst lah! i thank God everything is okay now. my dad was being sacastic about removing my privelleges by stripping my chinese cable channels away. ARGH! :(

anyway, will be going off to malaysia tml and i will only be back on friday. i will be bringing my laptop along so hopefully i can come online. yup. I WILL DO MY STABBING QUIZZ LIST THERE IF POSSIBLE! (:

have a blessed week ahead.
Sunday, July 23, 2006
perhaps today was one of the worst day ever! i drove the car to church, was parking the car but i din see a green short pole underneath. the pole got stuck and it ripped the bumper as i reversed! the parents arent very happy about it. i close my eyes and i see a damage car.

what is done is done. i cant take anything back even if i wanted to. the parents made me drive home and i drove super slowly. i thought the bumper was going to come out anytime. i am not looking forward in seeing their faces when they look at the repair bills.

well, i hope everything will be okay! everything in its time.

:] i am trying to smile.

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one after another, when will they ever stop?
Saturday, July 22, 2006
i am tired.

i havent been home for the past one day. i stayed overnight at sue's house yesterday. stayovers are special to me even if some of us cant make it. it is not only about what we talked about but more importantly, it is in enjoying each other's presence. it is spending quality time doing mundane things together - study, watching tv, sleeping etc. these are the little things that i will always remember and will always love.

church was good and fun today. i havent felt that in a really long time. :D

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love is not love which alters when its alteration finds.
love hopes and love waits.
true love will not alter.
Friday, July 21, 2006
one tree hill. <3

i was crazy to watch the last episode of season 3 on youtube. i am just a sucker for wanting to know the endings of every show first. but that is not the point. a certain character read this out in the last episode. it is a long quote from Shakespeare's Sonnet.

Love is not love
Which alters when it alteration finds,
Or bends with the remover to remove:
O no! it is an ever-fixed mark
That looks on tempests and is never shaken;
It is the star to every wandering bark,
Whose worth's unknown, although his height be taken.
Love's not Time's fool, though rosy lips and cheeks
Within his bending sickle's compass come:
Love alters not with his brief hours and weeks,
But bears it out even to the edge of doom.
If this be error and upon me proved,
I never writ, nor no man ever loved.


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how sweet is that. :D
Thursday, July 20, 2006
i am seeing Hebrews 11 in a different light right now. it is amazing how different answers popped up even if you have read it more than once.

All these people were still living by faith when they died. They did not receive the things promised ; they only saw them and welcomed them from a distance....Instead, they were longing for a better country - a heavenly one. Therefore, God is not ashamed to be called their God, for he has prepared a city for them. - Heb 11:13-16

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command me in faith. i am still confused.
let me run with perserverance. let me fix my eyes onto You, my author and perfector of my faith.

God has planned something better for us so that only together with us would they be made perfect - Heb 11:40.

the answer is yes!
let your will be done this year.
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me
Oh things are gonna happen naturally
Oh taking your advice I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing
But often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright lights turn to night
Until the dawn it brings
Another day to sing about the magic that was you and me

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
Others only read of the love, the love that I love.


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perhaps this is how i am feeling right now.
you shocked me yesterday. i was scared but i knew you cared.that is why you reacted this way. (:

perhaps. perhaps. perhaps.
could this be?
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ANNE!!!
love ya, my udon manager! (:

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i love wednesdays because it is TV day!!! hahaha. (: one tree hill is back!!! omg, i cant wait to see what would happen. the storyline is getting a bit complicated.oooh, i love the cast and of course, lucas is the LOVE.

then we have life as you know it, csi new york, csi las vegas and singapore idol. woohoo! i love staying at home then! hahahha. everyday should be a wednesday! :D
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
ya, i changed layout again! i was supposed to leave this for my next blogskins submission but peetard forced me to use it here. so ya, i am complying to her and i probably submit it much later then.

i spent one whole day doing nothing but fixing the html codes for this skin! this is what you do when you cant go out. this is what you do when you are too broke to go out! haha. i shall happily be a maid at home for the time being.

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you and i both loved
i think i will need to continue eating instant noodles for lunch from now onwards. then again, i have been doing so for the past week. HAHA. i am too broke to even go out and eat something nice. gosh! staying at home is still the best. (:

Was it you who spoke the words
That things would happen but not to me
All things are gonna happen naturally
Oh, taking your advice and I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing

Oh, but at often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright light turns to night
Oh, until the dawn it brings
Another day to sing about the magic that was you and me

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
and others just read of
Others only read of the love
Oh, the love that I love
Love-ah-love


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they say time is all you need.
to heal. to fix. to move on.
lets get the party started then. (:
Monday, July 17, 2006
edit 01 : new skin - CLICK


i love waking up while it is raining outside. bliss. :D

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i wanted to escape; just like any person would do.
but you pulled me back to reality.
always there, always comforting and always encouraging.
i thank you from the bottom of my heart.
you have earned that special place in my heart.
always and perhaps, forever.

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it seems a bit surreal right now.
yes Lord, i will be ready.
even if men disappoint me, YOU are the only one that would still be there.
standing and waiting.
what beautiful love you have for me.
fix me.

lights will guide me home
and ignite my bones
and i will try to fix you.

HELLO WORLD!
jeanette will be back.
Sunday, July 16, 2006
it was a beautiful sunday morning. :D

when you try your best
but you don't succeed
when you get what you want
but not what you need
when you feel so tired
but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

Lights will guide you home
and ignite your bones
and i will try to fix you


peace is the word. i hope you found it.
fix you. fix me. God, fix us.
i am letting go and holding on to You.
Saturday, July 15, 2006
everyone, pls go rate and comment on kathleen's new skin! haha. BECAUSE I ASKED HER TO PUBLISH IT AND SHE DID! hahaha. yipee! (: i must help in doing some publicity! haha.

& CLICK

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okay! so i went for some free musical at expo. it was an evangelistic event and it was pretty good. went to airport for dinner with dan and clara. i had a great time catching up with them. :D

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i shouldnt worry! i got the answer. it is time to let go and let God.
so today, i went queensway to make new specs with clara. i havent gotten use to the new look actually! i keep looking and i still think it is weird. haha. but i got PURPLE SPECS! woohooo! we went over to shop at marina with sue and marianne. i had fun! (:

omg. did i tell you that raffles city basement is super NICE right now? they have everything and it is amazing! soup spoon is back! besides that, they have like birkis, billabong, ben&jerry, crumpler, nike etc! HAHAHA. yipee!!! (:

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sotd. :D
this thurs. :D

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i need to feel better right now. OOOOOSH!
sometimes we cant understand and comprehand.
sometimes we are left standing with no answers.
it is when i am weak that He is strong.
my strength is indeed made perfect.

i am ready to learn and i am ready to let go.
learning to let YOU and not me.
let Your answers be accepted by me.
i pray and i hope.

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i just want to be happy for you. i really do. sometimes i know i dont portray it that way but i wish i could support you in every way possible.we need just a bit more of everything in this friendship. i pray that it will be good. (:

for you - for peace and for understanding.
Friday, July 14, 2006
HELLO! OKAY I AM EXTREMELY HIGH BECAUSE OF MY TWO RETARDED FRIENDS, LYNN AND PRISC! HAHA. we are retarded people doing funny things together. i love them both. :D

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i finally published my new skin - CLICK.

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wooohooo! making new specs and going shopping tml! i cant wait to get new specs! my old specs is gone after sue stepped on it! i need to get it fix and i cant wait to start of school with new specs! YIPEEE!!! :D
Thursday, July 13, 2006
searching deviantart is sooo addictive but i love doing it. :D
i just did finish one skin and i am half way doing another one.
the little things that make me happy.

i love.

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i know that we cant be that far
if we're both looking on the same side of the moon


thank you. ♥♥
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
HAHA. i have found my new love. my current favourite - ben&jerry magic brownies. Vanilla ice cream with fudge brownies and raspberry. :D

i spent the whole day calling campsites. one after another, my head is spinning. haha. the calls will continue tml. i am more than determined to find a good campsite.

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i finally found it. i got the answer ; i just regretted not realising earlier. well, one day at a time. nothing is really impossible with God. i must obey and i must follow.

i will be still
know you are God
You calmed the storm in me
Monday, July 10, 2006
i just needed to post this - ITALY WON!!!! (: BOO to lousy FRANCE! yeah, i am so happy even though i am still half asleep.

the rain seems so beautiful this morning.

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so i went to JB for the first time with KEY! it was a good experience travelling up there by bus. city square was pretty big but there was not much to shop. things werent that cheap so we ended up eating more than shopping. secret recipe is like HALF PRICE there! hahahha. :D

we wanted to watch tokyo drift but it was not there anymore. so we did 4 hours of shopping and each of us bought something. i bought my levis jeans. omg, i am really super broke right now. darn!

i had lots of fun today. even though we were all half dead from the lack of sleep, we had good bonding time.



i love KEY! :D

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finally, i watched the highly anticipated high school musical on youtube. hahaha. it was kind of short but nontheless, it was a really good movie. :)
Sunday, July 09, 2006
stayover at jeff's house! it was good! it was so fun just fooling around and watching the match together. :D headed down to church after that ; it rained like crazy and we were all drenched. HAHA. gosh, this was the first time i realised that the umbrella wasnt of any help to us!

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i forgot what it was like to sit down and be a student for You. how precious were these moments to discuss and learn about Your word. ephesians! (: let your will be done for this new cg.
Saturday, July 08, 2006
a new template! :D jeff complained that he couldnt see the entries from the previous blogskin. he saw the purple layout as yellow! HAHA. (: so i changed it to this one within 15 mins.

the trip down to lim chu kang was tiring. gosh, i never knew that there were such ulu places in singapore. it felt like ' kampong days' and there were long streched of roads with no cars insight. strangely, it felt like i was back on missions.

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staying overnight for another day. wooohoooo! world cup, here we go! (:
Friday, July 07, 2006
ARGH! getting hung up and getting scolded over the phone is not good. Poor ME could have started scolding them back but i survived and directed all their lines to customer service. HAHAHA. (:

i ended up sitting at the desk and doodled on all the rough paper. i wrote poems, drew flowers and practiced my signature. It was a pretty boring day.

staying overnight again. weekends can be so fun yet tiring. oooosh! :D
Thursday, July 06, 2006
watching full house is really making my day!!!
i just cant stop laughing!!! i know i am lagging behind because it came out SUPER LONG AGO!!! hahaha. :D

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Obedience to God. Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see. Holding on to You and letting go of me.

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and i thank you for always being there for me. A - for being that pillar of support and making me a better person. :)
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
it is time to drown myself in vcds!
what i started with was what i ended up with.
i wish i have a million answers to Your questions.

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let your disappearing acts begin.
i wish i could be nonchalent but i cant.
uploading the missions trip's photos into my computer was so heartwarming. i miss eveything there and i wish i could go back there soon. hahah. reality is sinking in and school is starting. gosh, i spent the whole night thinking what modules i wanted to do next sem. And yup, i may miss the first few days of youthcamp.

take a trip down memory lane with me. (:


> the nights we spent talking in our beds will always be remembered. our laughther, our gossips, our jokes and our expression of interest in each other's lives will be in my heart forever.



> hpc team prachuab. our daily fellowship and bonding with each other.



> our many attempts to take these shots at the beach. the jumping ones and the 'leaning at different angles' shots. :D



> the youths. united we stand.



>some of the class girls from the class we taught.



> the class guys. :D I MISS 6/1!!!!



> the kids at mercy house. your expression your love and sincerity for us moved me. i hope that God will continue to bless you and someday, we will meet again.

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> our band, God's worship team. you all have been a blessing to me. let us continue to make the most melodious music for God alone. :D

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let my words be few
and my heart be true
i know Your love dispels all my fears
Monday, July 03, 2006
these few days have been fufilling and tiring.
i am just thankful.
nothing more and nothing less.

will blog more after i get some sleep.

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you are on every page of my imagination
Saturday, July 01, 2006
brain dead.
your glory and yours alone.
you are in control now.

good night, world.

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watching finding neverland again was really heartwarming! the tears will never stop flowing out, wont it? hahha. :D